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4.His lost love

RAKSHA BAR, KANPUR;

10:P.M

SHRESTH DIXIT

I was standing in front of the bar, not the simple one, but the one that held all the gangster people, their project meetings, and of course their wild desires, basically of sex.... For more clarity it was, A Stripper's Bar.

With me there were 2 more people, one was my cousin brother ,Sangam whose head was now stable as we have went to doctor earlier to treat his ache, and other one None other than, SHIVAY.

My childhood friend, who has seen all the battles that I have fought, since that incident.

He was the one who kidnapped and chained that bastard Paras mehra aka. SP , oopps !!!! KANPUR KE BHUTPURV SP SHRI PARAS MEHRA SAHAB!!!

FUCKING BASTARD!!!

He dared to cross paths with DIXIT'S so I made sure that he crossed paths with Death'.

Because DIXIT'S and Death go hand in hand....

In the meantime, we arrived at the counter, from where each and every corner of the bar was visible, there was the smell of perfume soaked in sweat, swaying girls around poles, some on the thighs of big businessmen, some at their feet, some on them itself....

There was loud noise of people dancing, chit chatting, kissing and more on having sex on stairs itself....

Fuck !!!

No! No!!! It's not like i became horny by seeing them, enjoying the most pleasurable moments of their life, moments that I was yet to enjoy !!!!!

Yesss the holy shit! I was 29 and was yet to fuck the girl.... How disappointing for the man like me, who held everyone on the gunpoint, has not yet fucked a girl.

It was not like i was impotent and all, but I was loyal ! Yes I am loyal to my would be wife!!!! Making sure that she doesn't marry a womenwhore man...

Everyone has morals!!! Yes, the business we were involved in was moral less ofc, but still i personally don't want to go and fuck the girls around! No that was not me! Not at all !!!

I

was shaken away from my thoughts when shivay came with a bottle of whiskey, and actioned me through his eyes, to come to the backyard of the bar!! Yes we always go to that place for a small get together!!!

Of having whiskey or cutting down parts of people's bodies !! It was a safe place for both !!!!

As i was about to get up, when a girl, basically stripper came and started crowling towards me, her ass visible!!!

Fuck !!!!

No I'm not horny, im just fucked up from the activities and everything that had happened in whole day!!!

BEHENCHOD!!! ISE BHI ABHI APNI MARWANE ANA THA MERE SAMNE!!!

No ! No!! No!!! Bhag yaha se Shresth, kahi isika hi na gala daba de tu gusse mein!!!

'Baar wala chhodega nhi tujhe, ek toh tauji ki wajha se kahi aur se daru mil bhi nhi rahe hai behen ki aankh !!!!'

Tauji had warned every thela, hotel, dhaba every place from where it was possible for me to get the alcohol to make my mind and body, calm and at peace. To make me help calm the storm that has been racing inside me, since the day that incident happened!

It changed everything! It changed me !!!

I was still in my thoughts when i felt a hand, soft & delicate on my thighs. When i saw it was of the same girl who came crawling towards me. She was about to get her hands between my thighs, when i jerked her off,

got her hand and crooked it behind saying , "aee ladki, kitni baar kaha hai tere se ,dur reh mujhse, agli baar mere pass ane ki sochi bhi na toh wahi ake kaat dalunga tere haath , samjhi ? Apne ye jism ka jadu kisi aur pe chalana, Shresth Dixit in sab mein fasne wala nahi hai ! Yaad rakhna! "

Saying this I threw her over the chair beside, and went outside in one shot, without looking back at her , she being frustrated about what being just happened!!

I went straight to backyard of the bar , where shivay and sangam were already waiting for me inside the car. They saw my frustrated face and got the idea of what might have happened inside the bar.

"Woh firse aake chipki kya bhaii apko ?" Sangam said, somewhat mocking me.

"Chipki hi hogi, shresth ko koi ladki dekhe aur ispe fisle naa aisa toh ho hi nhi skta " shivay said joining sangam in teasing me.

'Marenge ye dono kisi din mere haton se ! '

"Ek hum hai jo chahte hai ki choriya humare piche aye, pr humein koi ghaas bhi nhi dalta, aur ek ye mahashay, chote sarkar, kanpur ke bhaiyya ji , jinke piche se ladkiya hatti nhi hai pr ye unhe ghaas nhi dalte. Badi vikat paristithi hai shivay bhaii, pta nhi apni aisi kaunsi patni ke liye ekvrat kr rahe hai, baat toh kisi se krte nhi, shadi ke rishton ko bhi mana krte rehte hai ."

Sangam said, taking a sip of whiskey and having a bite of roasted peanut.

I jerked them off and concentrated on having whiskey, the only thing that has been keeping me stable, atleast this much that I'll not get up and murder the two jokers sitting in front of me, now !!!

"Hum ye sab ladkiyon ke chakkar ke liye nhi bane hai, hum jaise laundon ki lugaie nhi hote chote, humari toh bs tanhai hoti hai, humare pass bhi bs wahi hai aur hum theek hai uske sath!!!" I Said, almost giving full stop to the conversation, atleast for the while !

At 01:a m, Tapovan villa, kanpur.

THIRD PERSON

The villa was sound, at peace from inside, Shresth and sangam entered through the back door to avoid questions that will be thrown at them if Naina see's them in this drunken state, but opps! All in vain! Their eyes got wide opened, when they saw Naina standing in front of them, at this hour of night!

"Agaye aap dono, aur woh tisra kaha hai ? Woh nhi aya, teenon ne milke hi tange todi hogi na, fir? Use kaha chhod aye aap dono ? Hum kuch puch rahe hai aap dono se ? Boliye!"

Naina lashed out at both of them, firstly, asking about Shivay and secondly, about their late arrival !

"Wo.. .woh.. Shivay ko bahot neend agayi thi toh woh chala gaya apne ghar, Maa aur hum dono bs baatein krne mein lage rahe toh waqt ka pata hi nhi chala !" Sangam tried to make Naina believe his fake scenarioes, faking most cute smile on his face.

"Abhi aap dono apne kamrein mein jake so jayiye, Kal hume aapse kuch baat krni hai Shresth, Subh aajaiyega humare pass ." She said , closing the discussion, and going towards her room.

"Bach gaye bhaiyya ji, warna aaj toh kut diye jaate, bhais ki aankh !"

Sangam said, taking the breath of relief and then stopped at the door of his room.

Sangam went in his room, while Shresth started walking upstairs in his room.

Though the villa from inside was so peaceful at this hour of night, but it was doing little to calm the chaos flashing inside Shresth's mind and body.

He went straight in his room, locked it from inside and stood in front of large size mirror.

His body, still the clothes of puja,

Uparna was missing, dhoti hunging loosely around his waist, hairs messed up, his abs visible, veing hands, a vein at his temples pumping hard.

He looked at himself, his messed up state.

" Fuck "!!! He muttered under his breath and decided to get a cold shower to sooth the pain in his mind.

He went straight into the bathroom, turned on shower, and stood under the shower, cold water splashing around his body, trying to remove all the thoughts that he had been enduring for a while.

Aftersome time;

Shresth came out of the shower, hairs damp with water, walking towards his closet to get his clothes.

He removed a sweatpant , and a simple white T shirt, from the wardrobe, wore it and was about to close the wardrobe when a very delicate piece of jewellery, having a peacock on it , was very small and delicate, and fell from his wardrobe on the floor.

It was Payal!!!

He bent down and picked it up, in his hands, his touch almost feathered like delicate on it, contrast to what it has been to sdm and sp few hours ago !!!

He took the Payal in his hands and went to the balcony and sat on the swing , slowly moving it forward, cold air hitting his skin.

"3 saal hogaye , tumhein dekhe hue, mehsoos kiye hue, Iss payal ke mujhe mile hue. Maine ise sambhal ke rkha hai, tumhari yaad mein. Isi payal ki wajah se humein aapko pehli baar dekha tha , iski awaj humare kanon mein tab gunji thi aur aaj bhi waise hi gunj rahi hai ! Aap toh humari nhi Hui tab, pr hum aapke hi hoke reh gaye. Par ky krein, jo halat the aapko humsein tab dur rakhane mein hi samjhdari thi. Warna aaj aap yaha hoti, humari bahon mein, aapke asli jagah pe ,pr koi baat nhi , aaj nhi toh kal aapko humari bahon mein ana hi padega, humari jo hai aap aur humari hoke hi rahengi, 3 saal pehle jo hua uski wajah se hum aapko kho nhi skte, kisi bhi kimat pe nhi , deewane hai hum aapke, junun hai aap humara aur aapka saya bhi humse dur jaye ye humein gawara nhi hai humari janam !!! "

He muttered to himself, as if he was now at peace just merely looking at that payal!

Did it belong to someone special, who would calm the monster like shresth?

We'll nobody knows!!! Yet!!!

As air started to hit his skin, his heart remembered someone, who has been lost or is yet to be found in this chaos.

Naino ki ghat le ja

Naino ki naiyya,

Patwaar tu hai meri

Tu khevaiyya!!

Jaana hai paar tere

Tu hi bhanwar hai,

Pahunchegi paar kaise

Naazuk si naiyya!!!!

Remembering the person behind the payal, Shresth kissed the Payal and surrendered himself into that warmth. Soon sleep took him over in the balcony on that swing.

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At Morning ;

Tapovan villa was flooded with the sound of chirping of birds, hanging bells from the temple of the house making pleasant sounds as to calm the soul of any person listening to them!

In such surroundings, Naina was seen walking hurriedly, as she came into the room of Shresth but, of course it was locked from inside. She was in kind of hurry, tension clearly visible on her face, as if she had seen a monster, on this pleasant morning and was about to see the another one!!!

She snapped at the door of the Shresth's room, her hands working in a hurry, doing all things to wake up Shresth!

And Shresth?

He was sleeping in the balcony, with that precious piece of jewellery, that payal in his hands.

As the slaps of naina, got louder on the door, the sleep slept away from Shresth's mind and he got up from the swing, realizing he had slept there itself .

As soon as he got up, the first thing he saw was that payal! A faint smile

engulfed on his lips which lasted for not more than a few seconds as he heard the loud thuds of naina on the door, from outside.

He got up and kept that payal safely in his wardrobe, gave it a last glance and closed the door of the closet .

He went hurriedly and opened the door only to see naina, drenched in Sweat, hinting something was dangerously wrong.

"Kya hua badi maa? Aap itni dari hui kyu hai ? Boliye na ?" Shresth asked Naina, his voice desperate!

"Lalla, ye aageye hai, aate hi chillana shuru kr diya hai inhone, bahot gusse mein lag rahe hai, jaldi chal tu neeche warna tabahi macha denge, jaldi chal tu !" Naina, said almost on verge of crying, dangerously haunted by her husband's action.

Fuck ! Fuck !!

" Tauji? Woh agaye itne jaldi ? Humein lga jab tak woh ayenge yaha ka sara matter khatam kr denge hum, ab kya kre hum, tauji ko kal ki baat pta chali toh chhodenge nhi ? Behenchod! Behenchod!!!! Kya hogaya ! " Shresth muttered himself, straightening himself ready to face the wrath of Underworld lord of kanpur, his tauji, SUSHIL CHANDRAKANT DIXIT !!!

Shresth along with Naina went downstairs, when he saw, a man, in his fifties, sitting in front of him on the king size throne, wearing white ironed kurta pajama, golden chain and locket in his neck , rings in his left and right hand's index and middle fingers, watch in his left hand, shoes clearly polished, shining on the marble floor. He was surrounded by 5 bodyguards having ak47 in their hands.

As soon as Shresth and Naina went in front of him, he looked at them sharply, making naina shiver in terror . However, it didn't have much effect on Shresth as he was used to live in this terror from very young age!

Sangam joined them in a while, his head covered with white medical cloth covering his injury.

As Shresth went towards him to touch his feet, he stood up in one swift motion and BANG!!!!

A loud, dangerously painful slap landed on the face of Shresth, leaving everyone in shock!!!!!!!

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To be continued.....

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